When it rains,never did I knew that there was actually light after the dark ; and a beautiful rainbow that comes afterward. 

I'm such a weird person,and I'm proud of that (: I do think I have no problem of making new friends,but to find the right ones,might not be as easy as I thought it would be.I've lost contact with few of my friends before.I feel really guilty ; and sometimes lonely, but I have my reasons in which some people think are just ; reasons.Money issue is a big thing for me,and I think it affects everything I do.I save my texts, I rarely go for an outing and I rarely eat outside. Not because I don't want to,it's because I have to.I don't mind it, because I know what I'm here for ; studying.And eventually what I do will pay in the end,it's going to be a bright day soon, I can see it coming ★

I've never considered myself as the brightest one,or the most hardworking one but some things just push us further,you know? I'm not the most perfect student,but I hope that I can be one,hopefully.Sometimes,I do feel a bit lonely,because I couldn't say yes to my friends when they ask for a hangout.I know they feel offended at a certain time but I just wish sometimes people would understand ):

But things are going fine for now. I'm okay ♥ I've found a few awesome people who really stick up with me.And a few who might not be...as I thought they would be.But hey,no one's perfect and I'll always remember that,cos I'm not as well. I wasn't in the mood of studying recently due to some things stirring up my mind,but I'll get over it soon.I'll try.I always study,but...study used to be fun when it started.I hope it will be like that again.Soon.

and before I forget ;
thank you Jordan, Fatihah, Nasieha, Peanut ♥ 
You guys are my everything....really.


mood : happy. 
song : just because by raygun.

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