Sometimes at the end of the day, I always find something new to know about myself. I never had any idea or knowledge about it at some point, and it's always be a new experience for me. So I'm writing out some facts about myself. Not only for people to know (which,I highly doubt that people want to), but also for myself.

Hell,sometimes I even go like....
"Wtf, I am like that?! HOLY SH--"

I just never grew much the chance to know myself better, so dear me ; read this.

• Fact #001 : I always get hyper with food or sweet things. Without both of these things,I will probably stay quiet the whole day.I might get hyper, but the chances are very thin.
• Fact #002 : I'm scared of being alone. I will be okay,just not happy.
• Fact #003 : I will be hyper or annoying around someone once I gain my trust on them.
  
• Fact #004 : I am a lefty. So I start most of my things with the left.
• Fact #005 : I spend most of my time thinking about embarrassing things, usually when I'm alone which will only make me blush and think "God,I was so stupid!".
• Fact #006 : I'm close to both my dad and mom. My dad knows I will always laugh to his jokes, and my mom knows I will always try my best to be there for her.
• Fact #007 : I am really,really close to my brother. He basically understands me the most,has the same thinking as me and is the most fun person to be with.
  
• Fact #008 : My ultimate fandom is Silent Hill. The ones which fascinates me the most are Homecoming and Origins, as both the protagonists' story touched me.
• Fact #009 : I enjoy 80s rock musics, as my dad was an avid rocker from that era.
• Fact #010 : The first songs I've heard (as far as I can remember from when I was young) were those from Def Leppard and Michael Learns to Rock.
• Fact #011 : Pink is my favourite color.
• Fact #012 : I prefer side dishes. In other words, those things in which most people will hate,or didn't give much attention to. Final Fantasy XII was my favourite, and most people hated it. For me, it was the best one of the franchise yet,and none of the others have come close to beating it.
• Fact #013 : I am good at first impressions. Usually my first thought about someone is spot on.
• Fact #014 : I have a thing for accents, especially British and Italian accent. ♥
•  Fact #015 : I always keep my promises and stay true to my words. It might take me a long time, but I will never forget my promises. You will,but I won't.
• Fact #016 : My first video game console was Playstation 1, and the game was Resident Evil. 
• Facts #017 : I think Western people are so cute.I will be blushing when I meet one.  
• Facts #018 : Wherever I am, Penang will always be the place I'll miss. Nothing comes close to being the great old Penang.
• Fact #019 : I can't say I'm good at giving advices, but one thing for sure ; I'm a good listener.
• Fact #020 : My real name (Syuhaida) is pronounced as Shoe - High - Duh.
• Fact #021 : I change my addictions at a certain point.I always get a dream regarding the addiction itself, giving me a sign that it's time for a new addiction. Pretty weird,huh?
• Fact #022 : I have a hard time sleeping. I can only sleep well once I am super tired or stuffed.
• Fact #023 : I prefer face to face conversations than phonecalls. I find it awkward.
• Fact #024 : I don't like how I look in photos. The only good look I think of myself is when I grin, with my face facing a bit to the left.
• Fact #025 : I like singing to random words sometimes, in some random tunes with my brother. By the songs we've sang together, we could've pretty much made an album by now.
• Fact #026 : I feel awkward when people be all romantic on me. 
• Fact #027 : I get upset and angry about my problems but after a while, I will forget about them. And when I talk about it again to someone,I will break down and cry again.
• Fact #028 : I will always try my best to be there for you,and listen ; even if you didn't do the same for me.
• Fact #029 : If I am really tired,or have a sleep at a very late time; I will get a dream of the last few things I laid my eyes on before I went to bed. 
• Fact #30 : I always make myself miserable in order to make others happy.
• Fact #31 : I hate it when people ask me tons of questions for help instead of trying to work on it.

*I'll be sure to add a few once in a while when there's more that pops in my head.

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