So,2011 has ended. It was an ordinary year, but packed with new memories and tragedies. I'd say the hardest for me were the sad ones, as I grew to know more about things and people. Living alone helps you a lot in seeing that; eventhough it might not be in the best way,but you'll definitely remember it clearly because it wasn't in the pleasant way for it to end.

I'll share my stories ; because I could use some story telling for myself as well.

• 05 January 2011 : January was basically the month when I started my driving lesson. My first day was the worst nightmare of my life.I basically had no idea on how to drive,and the instructor was a really good definition of a "terrifying creature" hence, he literally butchered me alive.
• 21 January 2011 : My first private conversation in msn with my dear friend Roshi. ♥ I think our first conversation was the most craziest one ever.
• 01 February 2011 - 27 February 2011 : The time which I was doing part time jobs. I was out from school,and I was bored. My first job was at one of the town's local college shops,but I quit because I didn't enjoy it. Then I started to do drawing commissions,and it worked out well so I stick on doing that.
• 03 March 2011 :  JPJ's driving test; finally I was officially a 18 year old with a freaking driver's license. 
• 23 March 2011 : One of the worst moments in my life in which; I wish,I could never get hold of again--SPM results.
• 08 April 2011 - 19 April 2011 : Artblocks, aching arms and frustrations; deviantArt commissions. It was fun,and the orders kept coming but it was very tiring at the same time.
• 17 April 2011 - 17 May 2011 : I started doing English classes for my friend's sister and her classmate. It was one of the best moments in my life; those two were really fun to teach.
• 23 May 2011 : I was officially a college student in MSU! ♥ It was the first start of the best days in my life.
• 02 June 2011 : First homecoming to Penang, I managed to watch Xmen First Class and on that day onwards,I just fell in love with Fassbender. ♥
• 30 June 2011 : Webcam with Braeden,an online friend of mine from Canada. It was our first,and it was fun. 
• 16 July 2011 : The best homecoming in my whole life.I watched the last movie of Harry Potter and I got a new cellphone. And both of them was a surprise,my family really did a good job in keeping it a secret!
• 24 July 2011 : I met a local actress at the mall near my apartment. Her name was Sheila Rusly, and she was really friendly in person.
• August 2011 :  A confusion happened in our class which really made a big impact in my life.I was misunderstood by people, and I learnt how blinded people can be by the lies fed from the ones they respect eventhough they are wrong.I let it go,but never once have I forgot about it.
• 12 September 2011 : My first surgery for this year,after last year for my tonsil.This one,however, was for the lump on my arm.
• 27 September 2011 : Glish competition in our college,our team scored the third place but we had a lot of fun; we were the loudest and Farah really rocked the stage.
• October 2011 : I was away from problems and dilemmas as I was with those who matters to me the most; my family and they never fail to make me smile,even at the hardest times.
• 12 November 2011 - 14 November 2011 : Our parents were basically away,so me and my brother totally had a hardcore gaming night.It was so crazy to the point that we didn't get any sleep at all. Tons and tons of junkfoods.
• 19 December 2011 : I lost a best friend,and I realized in the end I'm all that I can count on.

Basically,2011 has its ups and downs for me but it definitely gave me new experiences that in which,I had to go through alone. I think I had fun mostly, eventhough there were only a few of sad parts; they were actually the worst I've ever experienced. But I have my family,and also friends who helped me along the way;



Seriously,thank you and I love you guys. Having you as my friends made me feel okay again,because I know I could go through it all with you.If I wasn't good enough for you,I'm sorry and I hope that I could be one day.So 2012,what else could you possibly have for me?

I'm waiting--and I'm ready.


mood : pessimistic
music : my head's a prison and nobody visits by you me at six

Labels: 2011, recap